God please make me better...

At first symptoms i couldn't imagine how hurt i felt when you leave me, you made me woe for a months.  With every appearance of you in my dream, i can hardly remember that the last time i'm with you, we laugh together, we mad at each other, we were sulking together, and  when i cried you just being silent and didn't say anything.  you change my life, you an angel in my dream. The reflection of yours always play on my mind. I gave my heart on a string and i shared the air i breathe. For a second symptoms, i'm trying very hard to forget you. With every breathe that i take, i couldn't forget everything, you changing me and you show me how to live. Love, everything are behind me,  but the memory are remains in my head. You left me behind, and i wish you could find me again and be here with me, hear me, here me always. I lost everything beside me, i wish i could find myself again. Well i guess i don't want to find myself again cause i will be suck like yesterday but not you, you are incredible, yes it;s true. The last symptoms, it's broken and i can't work it out anymore. You've broken all your promise to me, and i broke mine. You make me hard to smile because you make me hard to breathe and you left me feeling alone. I should know this is wasn't real, i listening to everyone that we will stick together till the end. We're broken, you and i. I may lost you, but still i had God beside me. dear God, please make me better, please cure all my stupid symptoms. Thank you.